--> Puisi: Phobia

salam

Mengenangkan tahap aku di dalam kelas berbanding sahabat-sahabat yang lain amat mengecewakan. Aku tak pandai dan aku kurang membaca. Kadang-kadang semua itu membuatkan aku rasa sakit, kecewa dan rendah diri. Aku takut gagal perperikasaan dan aku takut dibuang. Jauh di dalam lubuk hati aku, aku sangat kecewa tetapi aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk mengabaikannya kerana bagi aku setiap perkara ada hikmahnya.

When the sun rises, I think about my future
Will it be bright or will it be dull in colour
As I pass the green yard, my heart will start to beat fast
Thats when I would never think about my lust

The nature tells me to be strong and hold myself till then end
Would I be standing with the absence of helps and hands
As the love starts to fonder, my concentration is filled with failure
Thats when I realize that I am not that courage to lure

I am weak
I am sick
I am stupid

Things begin to trample on me, my mind is going crazy
I've tried so many attempts but nothing seemed to be working
I know my field and hundred percent would be disagreed
I know my playground and hundred percent would be silent in sound

Tomorrow is another day, if the sun ever rises again
My heart says 'you'd better be calm', but my mind tells to jump
The fingers are still dancing on the keyboard
I know Allah would never leave me thorned

Aku sedih. Aku kecewa. Aku merana. Aku menitiskan air mata. Tanpa kau, kau, kau sangka. Sesungguhnya aku percaya. Allah adalah perancang yang sebaik-baiknya.

Can you get it?

Hope you get it...till then, that is how

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