--> i am changing

salam

i am changing..yes!!! it's true

if before this i was a caterpillar

now i'm changing to be a butterfly

it's a whole new world i live in

it's a whole new world to see

it's a whole new place

with a new brand attitude

(lol)

these days

i've been thinking so many things

i've been living my life with sins

now it is time for me to change

and i know i got the guts to do so

people around me 

they live their life

with however ways they want to

and they are my strength to change

i talked to someone

it was two days ago

he is a very nice guy who were willing to spend time

listened to my story and problems

he advised me with totally spirit-burning words
based on Islamic sight
i could totally listen to you

thank you for that

yes! i believe i can change!

for those who saw me act differently lately

i don't mad at you

i just want to change

and to complete the transition

i will keep my profile down

no more happy-go-lucky guy

like you used to know

but i am still loving you

i am afraid

they way i socialize with people 

will drag me to sinful acts

hands touching hands

i am afraid Allah will punish me for those acts

but still

i know Allah will forgive us (all ummah)

sesunggguhnya Dia Maha Pengampun & Penerima taubat

Allahuakbar!!!

Hope you get it...till then, that is how

iGossip