salam akhir ramadhan
this year's eid
wont be the same like previous'
ramadhan:
i was waiting for
syawal:
i wasn't
several weeks ago
in my campus
i was enjoying the times; each & every moment
laughing, chatting, facebooking, even walking with friends
then i got back home here in perak
i am sooooo not feeling good...at all!
what person am i being now?!!!
i am supposed to be happy
but please...
don't jump to conclusion that fast
hello!
don't blame me
i have reasons for those acts
1st: my sister & brother won't be around this eid
2nd: my dad is not in a good condition like he used to
3rd: my baju raya! - zip it!
i hate this feeling
hate it so much!
i can't wait for this feeling to vanish
i can't waith for this feeling to disappear
i want my own happy feeling back!!!
however
i am sooooo glad and
because holidays are short!
sorry guys...for this time being
i am happy with short holidays!!!
i hate this feeling
i hate this years' eid
ya Allah
please guide me through
please show me through
please make me patient
i can only rely on You
Hope you get it...till then, that is how
iGossip
