--> gloomy eid: i don't like it

salam akhir ramadhan

this year's eid

wont be the same like previous'

ramadhan:

i was waiting for

syawal:

i wasn't

several weeks ago

in my campus

i was enjoying the times; each & every moment

laughing, chatting, facebooking, even walking with friends

then i got back home here in perak

i am sooooo not feeling good...at all!

what person am i being now?!!!

i am supposed to be happy

but please...

don't jump to conclusion that fast

hello!

don't blame me

i have reasons for those acts

1st: my sister & brother won't be around this eid

2nd: my dad is not in a good condition like he used to

3rd: my baju raya! - zip it!

i hate this feeling

hate it so much!

i can't wait for this feeling to vanish

i can't waith for this feeling to disappear

i want my own happy feeling back!!!

however

i am sooooo glad and grateful

because holidays are short!

sorry guys...for this time being

i am happy with short holidays!!!

i hate this feeling

i hate this years' eid

ya Allah

please guide me through

please show me through

please make me patient

i can only rely on You

Hope you get it...till then, that is how

iGossip